Post Script; life, there after

Bengay

I was put on Cymbalta (duloxetine) 3 weeks ago tomorrow. I developed a rash after week 1, but it was slow and minor. A week from then (last week) it had begun to spread and intensify. I went to see the school’s clinic (pretty much useless on a regular basis) but I was hoping for any help I could get.

The nurse practitioner was in. She saw me, told me to stop my medication and try antihistamines. Fast forward to today- Ive been doing a 5×2 regimen of OTC products; loratadine, cetirizine, fexofenadine, diphenhydramine and chlorpheniramine. 3 of those are 1 per 24 hours. I’ve been taking 2 of each every morning (more doses of the diphenhydramine and chlorpheniramine when I feel like it since they’re every 4-6 hours. So that’s 10 minimum pills (and capsules) a day for the past week. This rash just keeps getting worse!

I thought the other night it was getting better- all day I was without noticeable itch; I also spent the entire day almost with M. Maybe it was a really nice distraction. Either way, the rash, which began on my calves, is not progressing up my back and has hit the bra line. My arms are starting to show signs of early rashing.

I’ve been trying to study but this itch is becoming increasingly unbearable! I have this generic tube of bengay (methyl salicylate and menthol) and thought about it earlier. Looked up some information and came across only 2 small lines about people using it for a rash. Each said to avoid it because it will only irritate it and make it worse. I gave up earlier, but as of 20 minutes ago, I could literally not stop scratching. I reached for my tube of bengay and starting coating myself.

Here I sit. slightly warm and cooling tingly, but not itchy. I have never hated my own body so much in my life, but I’m ready to get a new one. M said he’s look into my medrol pack for me because he wanted to (really, that’s super nice) but also wanted to make plans for the weekend. I’m really enjoying his company, but it’d be nice if I weren’t on the verge of skinning myself.

Hm…I’m actually starting to feel the itch tingling again…slightly. Maybe I didn’t coat that area, but it might be fighting back. I need to get things done. But here’s to Bengay. The only thing I have in this house that has made any significance.

…must. stop. scratching.

Alexander Pope

I’m such a whore.

I’m not even sure why I keep writing about all these people. Yes, I’ve been talking with a number of people from OKC and there’s a lot more good people out there than you’d think. Maybe a little strange that they’re all strangers on the internet.

Latest update? I haven’t heard anything from K since. Kind of bummed, but what do I really have to be attached to? It’s nice to have the attention (let’s be real) and get along as friends do, but we’ve known each other a few weeks.

Same applies for M. Like Money Penny :P We’ve only been chatting the weekend and actually went out yesterday. There’s that non-stop chatter between us. If we’re counting, I spent about 19 hours with him yesterday (into today). We went out for a late lunch in which the bartender took his card over my money (unbelievable). Walked a little and sat on Kelly Drive for a bit, just talking about everything and watching geese. Then I really had to pee and his place was a lot closer than mine so we went there.

Ended up watching Archer, and The Walking Dead, followed by mindless TV movies (Star Trek). Somewhere around 3-4am he wanted to lay down- still didn’t sleep though. Talked all through 8am when he dropped me off at my place so I could get to class.

I showered after class and crashed until 4pm-ish. Made dinner (all I had in 24 hours was that mac and cheese from Liberties- delicious, by the way). Just got back from an Omega meeting now and I have to study for my exam tomorrow.

Overall it’s been a really nice weekend but this upcoming week is going to kill me (and the next) but then it’ll be spring break and I’ll have some time to catch up and calm down. In the mean time, I have shit to do, but I’m really liking this latest distraction. :)

Ps. I got mirena placed!

Happy VD

I’m still the child that likes to call Valentine’s Day as VD, only because what’s not to laugh about VD on Valentine’s :P A few updates.

Today is the last day for Kuro-Shiro.net. It expires and since I’ve made this new space, I no longer require it (except I’m not sure about the few things I have yet to bring over?). Goodbye K-S.net! It’s been a WONDERFUL history, and now I am moving on. Funny though…I know something else with the initials KS ;)

Speaking of…I finally heard from him! He’s had a murderous flu and pretty much been dead to the world. Let’s pretend that I didn’t call up the hospitals looking for him :P But that also being said, Lenny also found his way into HUP yesterday. Ruptured cyst but he’s doing ok. Lots of antibiotics now. He’s just the third one I’ve visited in the hospital within a month. I’m starting to think I’m bad luck or something. Eeks.

Alex is watching food shows and it all looks so amazing. I might just have to go out by myself tonight to grab food. Cheese. Ribs. All of it. Who wants to be my date tonight?

The girl is J. Neurotic is an understatement. This is her domain.

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